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Hilary's membership
of awl
inspired her to write and perform the bawdy monologue Coming
of Age, the popular winner at the awl
Competition Night in July 2001, which she performed again as part
of awl's
first public showcase at Bullion Room
Theatre, Hackney Empire, in November 2003.
Other recent awl
credits include
Why
I love ... being old
by Hilary Sesta
The Guardian,
Tuesday October 26, 2004
Worried about ageism? Not me. Unlike you retired-at-60
lot, I'm still working in my 70s and will go on until - well,
whenever. And not because the government tells me I have to.
You see, I'm an actor and, despite bleatings from
50-60 year-olds about there being no parts for older women, I'm
living proof that they just have to be patient and keep at least
fit enough to hobble to castings. At an audition I attended recently
with a 90-year old, I think her Zimmer Frame helped to get her
the part instead of me.
My husband sometimes lets his age get to him. Standing
in a crowded train not long ago, he looked casually, almost admiringly,
through the lower part of his bi-focals at an earring in a provocative
navel. To his dismay, the owner immediately got up and offered
him her seat. But he still gets an occasional availability check.
I take that as a compliment.
On the tube, my five-foot-two height makes me more
nervous than my age. Everyone seems to carry large things on their
backs these days. Warding them off can be a problem, but before
they get too near, I shove them away as hard as I can. My age
stops them from retaliating. I don't worry about travelling in
the rush hour. I'm quite content to let my unbleached white hair
and un-lasered, un-Botoxed lines work for me. Sometimes women
who I'm sure are much the same age as me, radiant in their hair-dyes,
try to prove a point, and take my arm as I mount a step.
I'll admit I'm a little sad that, when young men
practically fight to give me a seat, they don't notice my admiring
glances. It's restful not having to compete, though. To be honest,
I never could have flaunted my midriff, but my legs are still
in good nick. When I did a commercial with Kylie Minogue, she
said, "You've got them, you ought to show them." I'm
not too sure. At my age? |